When the door shuts, it's like another papercut...

I've been playing this song like crazy the past couple days and it's just reminding me of my last relationship and how I'm going to forget it, and yet the more I try and forget it, I learn more about it from others, and it hurts, kinda like a paper cut.

It's odd, when Brit and I were dating, I feel like there was song in the back of my mind playing, but I couldn't put my finger on what it was. Playing this song makes it clear, it was this song.

The stress of school and this whole "paper cut" thing is just all really starting to get to me. I am freaking out, I'm stressing more than I ever have. I just feel like I'm going to fall and never get up. I have 2 papers due on Monday, and a Java project due Tuesday and part 2 on Thursday.

On May 16th, I'm doing something that night. I just want to fucking forget this whole semester. It has brought me nothing but pain.

Well, that's it for now
-Phil